So we broke up on Monday. I'm still trying to get used to the idea. I'm trying to think positively but it's hard when your heart is numb. I've already been hit on and asked out. One guy even tried to talk dirty with me via computer. And that was all yesterday. Come on...It's only been hours since it was officially over. It was mutual, well sort of. I wasn't getting treated the way I want to be treated by a bf so there in lies my desire for breaking up. But he was treating me the way he was because he no longer wanted to be in a relationship with me. I still want to be friends with him. It's not like we don't get along we just aren't a good match romantically. Right now at least.
One of my friends told me that I wear my heart on my sleeve. I do and for reasons not to get into right now. The gist is that I used to bottle up all my feelings and they would burst out in a fiery. Not a pretty sight. Well, being as emotional as I am now is hard for anyone to handle.I need to fix this but I don't really know how.
Well, time to get off the computer.Not sure what tonight brings...Laundry? clean house? cook? nap? go out? we shall see.
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